I was most definitely NOT ready to go back to school this time.
I think it's because I didn't have time to get bored with Kasila running around. I even ended up with an extra week because of our quick trip to Oregon. The day came and it was a tough one for me, and sometimes it still is. I have to remind myself that for the betterment of my family, I need to keep working for a little while longer. Scott is doing what he needs to do (finishing school) and I would not change that so I 100% support him in that endeavor. That doesn't mean that I happily go every day, but it does mean that I'm trying not to dwell on it too much. I do still enjoy my job, it's just tougher this time around. I have felt a little bit of the postpartum effects. I can be more snappy and more easily hurt. It's not fun, but I take a step back, say a little prayer and keep going. We'll get though this, it's not forever.
This was the night before I had to go back to work.
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